an sos to the world

I'M AWAKE AT 1.30 AM ON A SCHOOL NIGHT WEEEEEEEE.

Yes little people, I've grown old and it's way past my bedtime (what's with the same rules applying for really young and really old people? Huh.) and I'm awake at this ungodly hour on a school night haw haw HAW.

No I didn't have coffee.
Okay maybe.
WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO DOOOOO. It's been pouring outside since forever and it's beautiful and it was the perfect nescafe moment SO FINE SHUSH NA.

But I don't know what to say! I mean of course I'm saying stuff right now too and there's a lot on my mind, liiiiike:

a) Exams
b) Integration
c) I think I have ADHD.
d) Teacher's day.
c) My latest fascination with niggatalk.
d) My lack  of common aptitude skills as I wrote c, then d, then c and d again. Like C&D formulae! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA everything in life is math, bitches.
e/g/adfvhgv) How people have forgotten how important kindness is (it took me a minute to remember the word important -.-) BECAUSE SEE. When I was in Germany, my exchange partner's dad was THE SHIZZLE. Okay no I'm having bursts of this craziness. But he was a kind man. And he always bought me ice cream and took pictures for me on my camera so that I can live in the moment and HE WAS JUST SO NICE. I mean, the man didn't know me, he knew I was going to never see him again after four weeks and I'm pretty sure he thought I was psycho cuz I kept telling their entire family how much I loved them BUT the point is he did it anyway.
Kindness.
That's my aim this month. We've forgotten how to be kind, we're all too self absorbed to actually bother about the others now. And this feels preachy and kinda sorta pointless but DUDE. Nobody says anything against my exchange partner's dad. Bas.

(Although coming to think about it, such a perception can only be formed when you know someone only for a limited time period. I mean, flaws in someone's character only start to show after spending long periods of time with them. Oh well.)

8) (I gave up on alphabets. Maybe I should use bullets) Sting is freaking amazing. Even I want to be an Englishman in New York.

9) Blackberry has killed my facebook life, especially considering how my wifi died and now no internet access on my phone (no I won't spend a million bucks on paid internet + too lazy to get internet plan). Although honestly speaking, fb's wayyy overcrowded now. I mean, earlier I used to care but now I just see 100+ mutual friends and add them.

10) I miss all my seniors who've run away to college/uni. Hello seniors, I miss you.

11) ANNA HAZARE IS ALL OVER THE FREAKING PLACE. Everyone's supporting him but nobody quite knows what they're supporting -.- It's annoying. Enlighten yourselves first, then go protest.

12) Macha. Can't stop saying. Stop myself in front of people who still believe I've some sanity left in me, but in my head, the voices just say macha macha macha.
(No I'm not schizophrenic)

13) This movie called Mausam! *squeals* I'm a sucker for love stories and this one looks perfect and I like people like Sonam Kapoor cuz they dress beautifully.

14) Messed up sleep. I wake up from a lucid dream at exactly 4.30am every night now. It's scary and it's creepy and I dreamt the worst dream ever (I don't know why I didn't just say nightmare). It was.. I. Nevermind. Anyway, I don't know what to do about it.

15) "Reasons aren't needed, the feeling is sufficient enough"

Mr. Rainboww :O

^This reminds me of Germany so much.

Underrated. Priceless.

1. A hug, a nice warm tight hug.
2. Text messaging.
3. Someone you haven't met in years.
4. An emoticon :)
5. A kiss. No tongue, just a plain simple kiss.
6. That feeling you get when you're on the phone with your best friend
7. Hand made birthday cards
8. Chocolate. The ONLY thing that works when nothing else does.
9. A phonecall
10. A letter or a postcard
11. Holding hands
12. Long hot showers.
13. The tingles in your stomach when you see THAT person
14. The adrenaline rush whenever you do something you're not supposed to.
15. The way sand feels under your feet when you stand near the waves coming in.
16. The IM window.
17. Late night conversations.
18. An apology
19. That feeling you get when you know that the last class of the week is going to end in another 5 minutes.
20. The day before your birthday
21. A song on the radio.
22. Laughing like crazy just after sharing a look with someone.
23. The feeling you get once you've solved a kick ass math question
24. A warm nose on a winter day.
25. Your favorite movie on HBO
26. The smile on your face when your favorite couple from your favorite TV show make up after a really long fight.
27. A baby holding your finger
28. When a kid tells you how pretty you are. :) :)
29. That feeling in your stomach when you've over eaten
30. Rainy nights and coffee.

Sri Lanka 2

Hey ohhh! I feel really really REALLY awesome today. Even though the last couple of days weren't so awesome, but it's okay.
It's because mun in Sri Lanka is wayyyy different from how it is in India. Yeah, our delegation didn't win anything bbut that's okay, cuz one of
Y friends vErybaptly said, this wasn't the mun we had planned on winning n

Koi na!

I love Sri Lankan people though! THEY MAKE ME FEEL LIKE SUCH A CELEBRITY <3
Like this one time, conference got over and this bunch of girls came up to me and they were giggling like total girls! And then they said,

"can we get photuuuu?"

Hahahahaha! It was so sweet though! And then they clicked a million pics and this one chick didn't know how to operate it and pointed the lens at herself and clicked :P
(it was such a soul sister moment for me :P)

But the trip's been really nice so far! Everyone gets along and yesterday was someone's birthday, so CAKE! Yay :D today we're all going to laze around for a bit, shop, go to the beach maybe.
Same for tomorrow.

It's the perfect holiday <3

And when it gets over..
Integration :|

I'm in my John Mayer mood today. So today's going to be a good day!
I love!

My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room.

Sri Lankaa

Much to my alarm, this is turning into a travelogue. Anyway.

SRI LANKA BITCHESSS! :D

Day 1

It's been so freaking eventful and I can't say anything! -.- Damn. But we're in Colombo and I swear, it's just like a part of India - IT'S LIKE KERELA! But cleaner. And it's just so.. peaceful here. Or atleast before we came :P

Yes I'm here for an MUN. Last MUN. If I decide to take part in an MUN again, slap me.

Where have we heard that before? ^_^

First meal here was McD. And it smells like coconut oil and jasmine and humidity here.  

I don't feel like writing.

BUT IM REALLY EXCITEDDD! 

Coochie & Poochie, if you're reading this> awh mann! room. get.

Prince, I can't say much about anything. Even though you're very entertaining at the moment due to your extreme inebriation. And you're a good poet man. Seriously.

Guys, if you meet Prince, ask him to recite his poetry to you the next time :)

Anywayy. I'm tired and sleepy and there's not much to talk about, even though it's amazingly entertaining here.

Yes Khyati, I'll try my best to keep updating this :P

OH BTW! Sri Lankan rupee is completely fucked! One burger is 430 Sri lankan rupees.

FOUR HUNDRED THIRTY FREAKING SRI LANKAN RUPEES :O :O 

Okaybye. 

PS: I forgot to carry my camera -.- Yes. 

"Love is a temporary madness, it erupts like volcanoes and then subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion, it is not the desire to mate every second minute of the day, it is not lying awake at night imagining that he is kissing every cranny of your body. No, don’t blush, I am telling you some truths. That is just being “in love”, which any fool can do. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident."

yes, i'm alive.