November 25, 2010

slipping through my hands

things that have happened in the past one week:
(don't know the dates. too messed up in the head)

- commendation for best delegate (inmun 2010)
  finally. this was the best conference i've ever been to. i've never had as much fun in an mun, ever. iaea was an amazing committee, the exec board was brilliant, the level of debate was fantastic, and what made it better was that i was part of it and actually 'turned the committee around' (words of the executive board)
this makes me rethink my decision of this being my last mun. damn.

- farewell
  i'm obviously not posting the details of what we've planned, but i actually have a feeling we can pull this off. DID ANYBODY KNOW THAT FOOD COSTS 1.5 LAKHS? wtf. especially considering how we can only raise around 1.75 laks. whathafa.

- council nonsense
  the eight heads are finally united :) turns out, the rest of the council isn't. there's intense pressure in school, one wrong move and we've blown it. right now, there's a lot of disgruntlement in the council, and i personally think it's just one epic misunderstanding. i wish people would understand that we never choose to be dominating, our only job is to bring order to the council. if doing so makes them think that the power's gone to our heads and we think that the council is useless, then they're sadly mistaken.

- i'm sick
  extremely. i can't swallow anything without almost dying, every part of my body hurts and i feel sleepy all the time. it's either too hot and suddenly i'm shivering.

- sheila ki jawaani
  i just had to say that. KATRINA KAIF LOOKS SO EPIC IN THE SONG. 

- 12th appointee form
   (which i'm supposed to be filling up right now) i don't understand why they're asking for it already. also, i don't think i'm getting a position next year. there are too many reasons which i cannot explain to everybody right now. but they're there all right. it's actually scary, today while looking at the mirror in the morning, i realized how good the badge looks pinned on my cardigan. then i removed it, and it looked so empty. and sad. boo.

- misc.
  khyati's birthday on 1st, srijan's on 3rd, ishana's on 20th, tarana's on 25th, plus conti. OH I FORGOT CONTI, WAIT!

- CONTI!
  lol, jesus knows how i'm going to get permission for this. still, very excited. have a slight idea of what to wear, donno if it'll look good. actually it will. just donno if it's conti material or not. (srijan: "now who will dress you up for the conti now that shreya's gone?" very true)

- crazy hormonal imbalances
   i don't think the forever exists. i don't understand love. i don't see the logic behind marriage. i've started questioning lots of basic fundamentals in my life now. it's scared my parents, but really. marriage? love? forever? facebook? 
the world's materialistic. i've learnt the hard way that the faster you realize this, the easier life gets for you. people are so.. shrewd. people also don't understand. people have got to understand that sometimes, while there seemingly is a choice, there actually isn't.

it's like destructive symbiosis. can't live with, can't live without.

- harry potter & the deathly hallows part 1
  if you ask me how the movie was, i'll say it was epic simply because it was harry potter, and it was fantastically picturized. they captured the vision really well. only disappointment: the movie ended too abruptly. and they changed how hedwig died.

at the risk of sounding like apratim, I WANNA BE A WIZARD! D:


neon is stuck in my head okay. i don't know why. i was thinking of the song and it suddenly played on 95. SO AWESOME.



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