Have you ever felt like this.
Like there's a storm raging within you,
but you're too exhausted to deal with it.
& there's nothing you can do about it.
You believe in destiny,
but you're too afraid to leave everything in her hands.
You push against a wall
It pushes back at you.
You push,
until one day it collapses on you.
It's frustrating.
Frustration,
stress. fear. anger. desperation. helplessness.
Nothing is worse than helplessness;
to not have control over something you so desperately want to fix,
to take over,
to mend.
Just take it all in.
Spit it out.
Make it whole again.
Something.

Nothing.