prickle

I can't believe how mean some people can get. The girl mentioned in the previous post just commented on some pic of me and said..

'i just realized akanksha you look sooooo fat.. like your tummy has been replaced by thapa's'

I hardly even know her, and she's reduced me to tears already.

WORDZ MUN 2010

Best Position Paper :D 98 delegates, 3 awards, and I got one of those.
Win :D

But, to say that I enjoyed WORDZ would be lying. I enjoyed the trip, not the committee. 2 day conference each of 9 hours, and I was recognized for a total 6 times.
That means that I spoke for 5 minutes in 18 hours.
I wasn't recognized to speak during the mod caucuses either. I was so pissed, then I was frustrated, then I was just bored.
Despite all of that, it was some amazing exposure. I've never been afraid to speak in public, but this conference taught me never to be hesitant, because even if you make a wrong point, you've contributed, you've made sure that nobody has a doubt in their minds about what COULD be wrong, and made the distinction between right and wrong more clear, you know?

Okay that right wrong bit was obviously not just related to the conference.

Anyway. Today, I was really mad. Mad enough to seriously consider yelling at somebody in front of 2000 people, I swear. Why?
Because a certain girl who accompanied us to the trip spread  nasty stuff about me, and it's a total piss off.

It started out with being teased. He's a 10th grader. He called me a stupid cow, I called him an immature freak. Same routine, 3 days. On our last night, I got high. (More on that awesome experience later, haha), he was wasted. End of story.

She came back to school, and implied that we made out.
In front of 12 kids, including juniors and seniors.

Things spread like wildfire, okay? I'm sorry, but I don't want to be known as the next AK. Because in the end, I know that half the stuff we know about her is completely false, and this false news potrayed her to be the school slut

I hate it when people pull off crap like this. I've completely lost all my respect for this girl. I'll talk to her in school on Saturday.

UGH I COULD KILL THAT EFFING KDBJASKn/slkqdnnwkbBKFBJDFKSDFJ


But rumours aside, WHAT A FUN TRIP! :D And I got to meet a million new people, it was great fun. And we got to dress up, so that's that.

And I've realized that I actually like the way shorter hair look on me.
(Most of my pics came nice, atleast I think so. Most.)

Camping trip on wednesday. till 31st evening. Looking forward :D

I want to be a traveller. I love travelling. Imma go sleep now.

100

100th post :D

and it's going to be a part-hate one. i'm sorry, but certain people are pissing me off.

you're no better than the others, you know that? stop being so fucking bitter, you say you've moved on, but have you? stop.. claiming that you're a changed person now, and it's a wonderful thing. it's not. you're so bitter, it's horrible. you sound like.. 'i don't give an eff about others, i'm better than all you losers'

self confidence is one thing, this is a whole new ball game. look at what you've become. sure, in the beginning, it seemed like this was an amazing change, a good thing for you.
it isn't anymore.
you've changed. i appreciate change, but compared to what you are right now, the previous you was so much more better. you were nicer then.
being confident about your opinions does not equate to becoming mean towards others, or making fun of them. you call somebody else a pretentious all knowing prick, well breaking news, you're just the same person now.

sometimes, i wish you'd just understand. appreciate me being happy, instead of being filled with so much dislike.

"i pity you, fool."

MOVING ON.

hello, today was a wonderful day :) 

and cwg is overr. closing ceremony was beautiful, i'm looking forward to cwg 2014 in glasgow! (glasgow reminds me of ps i love you)

the end was like a huge party with lots of songs, the enthusiasm was infectious!

(btw, shiamak dawar SINGS! wtf! O_O)

INDIA CAME SECOND WITH A 101 MEDALS! WTF YEAAAHHHHH!

forget our performance in the hockey final. look how far we've come, with women doing SO well in all sporting events!

i'm a proud indian, not just today or because of today, but for as long as i live, simply because this is my country, and despite all it's faults, it's my motherland. :)

jeeto udho badho jeeto! :D

creativity

my hands are covered in paint. i accidentally caught an insect on tape. my room's flooded with paper and art supplies.
today was my creativity day.

every 4 months, something inside me goes bonkers, i raid my brother's art supplies, buy lots of coloured paper and glue and stuff as such,and get down to work.

today, i created a new nameplate for our home and i redid my room's soft board (it's still a work in progress, but i'm getting to it).
i also finished reading The Time Traveller's Wife today. read it, it's an amazing book. the joy and tragedy of it all makes you wish that it wouldn't have finished.





pink: mine, yellow: adi, green: mum, orange: dad


OH I FORGOT! THE VACATION!

it was a good change! it was awfully cold there, late november delhi types, but the sunlight was so strong, i got tanned :P
so now, i have a brown nose. boo!

i'm also having crazy dreams again.
i dreamt that i slapped someone. thrice.
ooh! :P
it was kind of stupid, actually, but then most dreams are. basically, i was in school with Girl1 and we were in the audi and we placed a stupid bet about something. if you lost, you had to strip. in front. of the entire school. in the audi.

i won, haha :P so said girl had to unbutton HER shirt, but she undid mine instead. -___-
(this sounds awfully sexual, but it wasn't :/)
so i got mad and slapped her.once. twice. thrice.
she tried to slap me back! the guts of this girl, AND IN MY DREAM!

so i ran and ran and ran and then suddenly sonia mam came and asked why i'm wearing a black bra to school and i realize my shirt's missing and then she throws an RHCP tshirt for me to wear.then she asks me why i'm bunking the stay back and then the girl shows up and SHE'S WEARING MY SHIRT.
what the hell?

anyway.
SHREYA'S COMING BACK TODAY OOOOOO YAAAAAAYYYY :D

relief

i feel so relieved right now.

a very special thank you to kushagra :)

wide awake

i'm still awake.
i'm thinking too much.

i love dee.
i love ruin.

for being the most understanding people ever. i say it all the time, but i mean it when i say i'm so glad to have these two in my life.

in other new..
CWG HAS KICKED OFF WITHOUT ANY CEILINGS FALLING DOWN! :D

the opening ceremony was so amazing, i was on a high! i was clapping after EVERYTHING, it was all brilliant!
even the crazy bits, like when the prez kept saying 'lad-iez' and the entire audience laughing when mike fennell thanked suresh kalmadi and then you could see him slinking down his seat :P
the DUDE who handed over the queen's baton to prince charles.. while chewing gum and running SO SLOW!
and prince charles looked so.. awed and struck by the indian audience. it was pretty awesome.

i felt so, SO proud to be an indian yesterday.
admitted, the days before the games were like a media tornado of criticism and bad press.
but. we freaking pulled it off.

i was relieved, seriously. i never thought we guys could do it.
we could've avoided all the negative publicity in these past months.
but let bygones be bygones.
bravo, india.

and beijing, move aside ;)


in other news,
i started accounts tuition. and my teacher says i need not, becuase a 77.5 on 100 is awesome.
wth?

i leave for shimla on wednesday. don't know what to expect.
want to click lots of pics.
won't put them up on fb.
miss me while i'm gone.
i will.